I will never be that woman.
Feminine. Sophisticated. Pretty. Self-assured. Open. Interesting. Extroverted.
I will never be the person anyone expects me to be.
A success. A conformity.
I will never be the person I wanna be.
All of the above.
But I will be happy in my own skin.
I aim.

And then I made up my mind. On who's worth it and who ain't.

It's human instinct to want to win.
But must everything be seen as a race?

Is it normal to feel old on the outside, like a kid on the inside...
and an emptiness at the core?

Will it kill to remove the masks without knowing what lies beneath?

Searching for answers everyday...
but will they come too late?

Feeling tired. But it's only the first week of school.

Time flies...no kidding, it really does. 1 year has come and gone just like that. Uni life really does screw up my sense of time. A new year doesn't equate a new study year. It feels wierd. Anyway, a new year always calls for new year resolutions, which I never seem to have given thought to at any point in my life. Well, initially, i thought it might be due to procrastination on my part, but now i realise, it's probably because i'm afraid of setting myself up for the prospect of failure. In any case, I do need to resolve to procrastinate less in the new year, as suggested by the peanut. And perhaps...resolve to go outdoors more often so that i can maintain a healthy tan...haha!

Anyway, I've been enjoying this really uplifting and happy sounding song - Float On by Modest Mouse. I don't usually post lyrics on the blog, but i couldn't resist posting a part of the song's lyrics...